The Unprofitable Servant: Look at Him

Monday, March 11, 2013

Look at Him

Note to self:

Look at Him, the Divine Prisoner of Love Who awaits you in His gilded prison. There is no need for anything else at this time. Leave aside your sadness, your worry, your anxiety, your anger, your disappointment, your resentment, your jealousy, your desire for revenge. Forget about your shortcomings, your failures, your misery, your falling down over and over again. Look only at Him and consider the love with which He welcomes you, poor and miserable as you are.

Do not look at your neighbor, though he may be causing a distraction. Do not concern yourself with the dress or behavior of others. Do not look around the church to see who you can see or who you may be seen by - simply look at Him and allow His unfathomable love to penetrate your heart so that it may become more like His. If you would fix your gaze upon Him steadily, you would not be mindful of the faults of others. You would not even be conscious of your own faults, of which He is well aware for he needs no reminders from you about your sinfulness. If you want to know what He does about your sins, simply look up at the Crucifix. The Master has no need or want of your self-flagellation. He desires only your love, which you cannot give fully give Him until you have left yourself behind.

You will not have left yourself behind so long as you call attention to yourself. Reminding Him of your faults or your strengths is one and the same: a preoccupation with yourself. When you have learned to forget yourself, only then might you be ready to accept all and any trial He wills to send you. Only when you have emptied yourself of all self-attachment will you be a vessel capable of accepting His Graces. Without His Graces, you will continue to wallow in self-pity, stalled along the path of spiritual progress and destined to repeat the same errors over and over again.

Once you let go of all of you stubbornly cling to, you might finally discover your soul, which finds its life in Him and Him alone. You will rejoice at every injury, every slight, every unkind word or deed. You will delight in being deprived of even that which you think you can not live without. You will discover a joy known by His saints, who plead your case to the Master without you even knowing it. You will begin to know what it means to love Him for Who He is and not for what He will reward you with if you follow His precepts.

So, when you enter into His Presence, look at Him, and do not divert your eyes. Your eyes are the window to your soul, and if you constantly shift them from one distraction to another, how can your soul progress? Fix your gaze upon the Divine Prisoner of Love and He will do all. And when you must finally take leave of Him, go forth doing the same for others - loving as you are loved.

End of note to self

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PatriciaMarch 12, 2013 at 12:37 AM
Joyce, this is exquisite, and all that it contains is so very true. As I read through, I wondered what spiritual book you might have copied it out of. There is so much wisdom and self-knowledge here. Thank you for a beautiful meditation to keep in mind as I go off to bed after such a stressful day.

And, if all continues to go well, I will be able to keep my Tuesday holy hours, offering them in Thanksgiving, and including a special remembrance of you, who are so kindly offering one for my sister. I love the Communion of Saints! Thank you, Joyce, for sharing your "note." Love and hugs...
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TLWMarch 12, 2013 at 9:16 AM
Hi Patricia,
I hope this morning finds you and your sister in better shape than last night! You are so kind. I "wrote" this meditation at Adoration yesterday as I tried to focus on the Supreme Gift contained in the Monstrance. I know that St. Therese referred to Jesus as the "Divine Prisoner of Love" and I probably should have footnoted that, but the rest is simply what I thought and felt yesterday. I'm glad you found it useful. And I hope when I forget these words of advice, you will remind me to go read it (because you know how quickly I fall!)
God bless you for your kindness. Prayers are most appreciated.
Love and hugs right back at ya
Joyce
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CarolineMarch 12, 2013 at 2:50 PM
Joyce, I thought the same as Patricia and scanned to the bottom to see which saint to attribute this wisdom too. Would it surprise you to know this is exactly what I needed right now?
: )

Especially this:

'Once you let go of all of you stubbornly cling to, you might finally discover your soul'

I think this will be my prayer for the rest of Lent; for the current test I'm in seems to require it.

Thank you so much for sharing this.
Blessings always +

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KellyMarch 12, 2013 at 8:16 PM
Joyce, that's beautiful!
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KellyMarch 13, 2013 at 7:25 AM
Great--no problem at all. If I have a few minutes someone usually senses it and fills it up for me, even if that someone is the cat.
Still praying, and glad to know you are holding up as well. I have a bit of an idea to run by you!
And, yeah, our loony bin, er, fort is still here. :)
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Mary, Queen of Peace

Ever glorious and blessed Mary, Queen of Virgins, Mother of Mercy, hope and comfort of dejected and desolate souls, through that sword of sorrow which pierced thy tender heart whilst thine only Son, Christ Jesus, our Lord, suffered death and ignominy on the cross; through that filial tenderness and pure love He had for thee, grieving in thy grief, whilst from His cross He recommended thee to the care and protection of His beloved disciple, St. John, take pity, I beseech thee, on my poverty and necessities; have compassion on my anxieties and cares; assist and comfort me in all my infirmities and miseries, of every kind whatsoever. Thou art the Mother of Mercies, the sweet comforter and only refuge of the needy and the orphan, of the desolate and afflicted. Cast, therefore, an eye of pity on a miserable, forlorn child of Eve, and hear my prayer; for since, in just punishment of my sins, I find myself encompassed by a multitude of evils, and oppressed with much anguish of spirit, wither can I fly for more secure shelter, O amiable Mother of my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, than under the wings of thy maternal protection? Attend, therefore, I beseech thee, with an ear of pity and compassion, to my humble and earnest request. I ask it, through the bowels of mercy of thy dear Son; Through that love and condescension wherewith He embraced our nature, when, in compliance with the divine Will, thou gavest thy consent, and whom, after the expiration of nine months thou didst bring forth from the chaste enclosure of thy womb, to visit the world, and bless it with His presence. I ask it, through that anguish of mind wherewith thy beloved Son, our dear Saviour, was overwhelmed on the Mount of Olives, when He besought His eternal Father to remove from Him, if possible, the bitter chalice of His future passion. I ask it, through the threefold repetition of His prayers in the garden, whence afterwards, with dolorous steps and mournful tears, thou didst accompany Him to the doleful theatre of His death and sufferings. I ask it, through the welts and bruises of His virginal flesh, occasioned by the cords and whips wherewith He was bound and scourged, when stripped of His seamless garment, for which His executioners afterwards cast lots. I ask it, through the scoffs and ignominies by which He was insulted; the false accusations and unjust sentence by which He was condemned to death, and which He bore with heavenly patience. I ask it, through His bitter tears and bloody sweat; His silence and resignation; His sadness and grief of heart. I ask it, through the blood which trickled from His royal and Sacred Head, when struck with the sceptre of a reed and pierced with His crown of thorns. I ask it, through the excruciating torments He suffered, when His hands and feet were fastened with gross nails to the tree of the cross. I ask it, through His vehement thirst, and bitter potion of vinegar and gall. I ask it, through His dereliction on the cross when He exclaimed, "My God! my God! why hast Thou forsaken me?" I ask it, through His mercy extended to the good thief, and through His recommending His precious soul and spirit into the hands of His eternal Father before He expired, saying, "It is consummated." I ask it, through the blood mixed with water, which issued from His Sacred Side when pierced with a lance, and whence a flood of grace and mercy has flowed to us. I ask it, through His immaculate life, bitter passion and ignominious death on the cross, at which nature itself was thrown into convulsions, by the bursting of rocks, rending of the veil of the Temple, the earthquake, and the darkness of the sun and moon. I ask it, through His descent into hell, where He confronted the Saints of the old law with His presence, and led the captivity captive. I ask it, through His glorious victory over death, when He arose again to life on the third day, and through the joy which His appearance for forty days after gave thee, His blessed Mother, His Apostles, and the rest of His Disciples; when in thine and their presence He miraculously ascended into heaven. I ask it, through the grace of the Holy Spirit, infused into the hearts of His Disciples, when He descended upon them in the form of fiery tongues, and by which they were inspired with zeal in the conversion of the world, when they went to preach the gospel. I ask it, through the awful appearance of thy Son, at the last dreadful day, when He shall come to judge the living and the dead, and the world, by fire. I ask it, through the compassion He bore thee in His life, and the unspeakable joy thou didst feel at thine assumption into heaven, where thou art eternally absorbed in the sweet contemplation of His divine perfections. O glorious and ever blessed Virgin! comfort the heart of thy supplicant, by obtaining for me, (Mention your prayer intention here...) And as I am persuaded my Divine Saviour doth honour thee as His beloved Mother, to whom He refuses nothing, because thou asketh nothing contrary to His honour, so let me speedily experience the efficacy of thy powerful intercession, according to the tenderness of thy maternal affection, and His filial loving heart, who mercifully granteth the requests and complieth with the desires of those that love and fear Him. Wherefore, O most blessed Virgin, beside the object of my present petition, and whatever else I may stand in need of, obtain for me also of thy dear Son, our Lord and our God, a lively faith, firm hope, perfect charity, true contrition of heart, unfeigned tears of compunction, sincere confession, condign satisfaction, abstinence from sin, love of God and my neighbour, contempt of the world, patience to suffer affronts and ignominies, nay, even, if necessary, an opprobrious death itself, for love of thy Son, our Saviour Jesus Christ. Obtain likewise for me, O sacred Mother of God, perseverance in good works, performance of good resolutions, mortification of self-will, a pious conversation through life, and, at my last moments, strong and sincere repentance, accompanied by such a lively and attentive presence of mind, as may enable me to receive the last Sacrament of the Church worthily, and die in thy friendship and favour. Lastly, obtain through thy Son, I beseech thee, for the souls of my parents, brethren, relatives and benefactors, both living and dead, life everlasting, from the only Giver of every good and perfect gift, the Lord God Almighty, to Whom be all power now and forever. Amen.

Prayer of St. Bonaventure

Pierce, O most sweet Lord Jesus, my inmost soul with the most joyous and healthful wound of Thy love, and with true, calm and most holy apostolic charity, that my soul may ever languish and melt with entire love and longing for Thee, may yearn for Thee and for thy courts, may long to be dissolved and to be with Thee.
Grant that my soul may hunger after Thee, the Bread of Angels, the refreshment of holy souls, our daily and super substantial bread, having all sweetness and savor and every delightful taste.
May my heart ever hunger after and feed upon Thee, Whom the angels desire to look upon, and may my inmost soul be filled with the sweetness of Thy savor; may it ever thirst for Thee, the fountain of life, the fountain of wisdom and knowledge, the fountain of eternal light, the torrent of pleasure, the fullness of the house of God;
may it ever compass Thee, seek Thee, find Thee, run to Thee, come up to Thee, meditate on Thee, speak of Thee, and do all for the praise and glory of Thy name, with humility and discretion, with love and delight, with ease and affection, with perseverance to the end; and be Thou alone ever my hope, my entire confidence, my riches, my delight, my pleasure, my joy, my rest and tranquility, my peace, my sweetness, my food, my refreshment, my refuge, my help, my wisdom, my portion, my possession, my treasure; in Whom may my mind and my heart be ever fixed and firm and rooted immovably. Amen.

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Monday, March 11, 2013

Look at Him

Note to self:

End of note to self

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