St Faustina's Diary (367a)
"To comfort you, let Me tell you that there are souls living in the world who love Me dearly. I dwell in their hearts with delight. But they are few. In convents, too there are souls that fill my heart with joy...Their number is very small. They are a defense for the world before the justice of the Heavenly Father and a means of obtaining mercy for the world. The love and sacrifice of these souls sustain the world in existence. The infidelity of a soul specially chosen by Me wounds My heart most painfully. Such infidelities are swords which pierce My heart ." (367b)
It is difficult to read these words, to acknowledge that even among consecrated souls there is infidelity. What little respite the Savior finds, even in places where He should find it most!
How many convents and monasteries do you suppose there are in the world whose charism is focused solely on Christ? If these souls cannot be faithful, how much more time does the world have?
And why do we have time for everything but Him? In the words of St Therese, would you be as the mediocre souls, the souls that offer Jesus nothing but complaints, neglect and indifference? Is He an afterthought or the center of your life?
A daily practice of mine is to measure the time spent on foolish pleasures compared to the time I devoted to God. If I haven't given Him at least one hour a day, I know I've been neglectful and need to cut out some nonsense somewhere.
The Good God is not much loved in this world. What are you and I doing to change this so that in least in our souls He might find solace and rest?